Show Me What to Do
I
want my life to have a purpose.
When I reach the end of my life, I want to be able to look back and
think, “I have lived an amazing life.
I have no regrets.” Who
doesn’t want this? I think I can
boldly say that most of us want to live a life worth living. This leaves us with an interesting
question: what makes life worth living?
I
believe that a part of what makes a life with no regrets possible is based upon
a person’s ability to be led by God.
This is said with understanding that many may disagree with me. (I acknowledge. I accept.) So much entails one’s purpose in life. I believe that following God’s leading
is a critical element to happiness, peace, and fulfillment. My goal over Easter week was Acts of
Service. I listened and reflected
on what God has been telling me. I
challenged myself to step out of my comfort zone when God led me. Right now, He is working on my heart
about some very exciting career plans.
At this point, they seem far out of reach and an incredibly daunting
task. Confirmation after
confirmation has come about these plans (I do not have a release in my heart to
discuss them yet) and I am pushing myself to have faith in these
bigger-than-life dreams.
My
overall goal for this Love Languages project was to fall more in love with
God. (If you haven’t checked out
Chapman’s book The 5 Love Languages, I encourage you to do so!) So, do I feel more in love with
God? Well, yes…more though I feel
humbled. Despite my best efforts,
I feel like I could have done more.
My weakness, my humanness is so evident. His consuming love and passion for me is overwhelming. I feel very humbled.
I
have learned that chasing God’s love is a daily effort. The best of my efforts are a daily
application of time and energy. I
have learned what love languages to use when I want to fall quickly and madly
into His beautiful presence. I
have learned that I need to redirect my thoughts back to Him often throughout
the day in order to feel peaceful.
Importantly,
I have learned that nothing changes if nothing changes. Psychologist, professor, and author,
Russell Kolts stated, “Your life is what you attend to.” If I do not make the effort to chase
God, I remain as I am. God will
always chase me (Luke 15:1-7) (Luke 15:8-10) (Revelation 3:20). God gave us the freedom to make
choices. Love is a choice.